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(no subject) [May. 20th, 2009|04:38 pm]
[mood |pensivepensive]
[music |Country Teasers - Golden Apples]

 Greeting from Albany, journal! I'm finally done with the school year but before going home, I decided to visit my friend Tim a former Beloit student who is studying music at SUNY Albany. This is a really nice place. I'm listening to his iPod and there's a keyboard sitting right here next to me. I'm going through his rather intimidating music collection as I type this while he sleeps. It's so much fun! 

The end of the year was so ridiculously hectic. Packing was so horrible and miserable and I'm glad it's all over. I wound up paying over 600 dollars (wtf?) to have all of my stuff stored. I had over 18 boxes full of clothes and books and I was so ridiculously ashamed that I allowed so much stuff to accumulate in my tiny room. Additionally, I wound up donating two garbage bags full of old clothes/stuff to charity and dumping A LOT of stuff I couldn't carry with me outside of my door for other people to take. And if that wasn't enough, to add injury to insult it seems, I'm carrying two EXTREMELY heavy suitcases full of stuff and my backpack is so heavy it worries me. My mom is probably going to yell at me (edit: she did not) for bringing so much crap home and that won't be fun either. I can't believe I've let myself slip to such wasteful and superfluous proportions. There is simply no excuse for having all of this stuff and after giving away what I thought I didn't need, I still have a ton of stuff in storage. I'm actually kind of hoping it gets eaten by moths, stolen, or burned in a great fire so I will not have to worry so much about it anymore.

Wastefulness, I've come to learn, is seemingly very abundant amongst Cornell students. During those last few days of the schoolyear, the normally clean-cut and proper atmosphere of the campus degenerated into a junkyard. Many people dumped a lot of the garbage/useless things that must have been shoved under their beds and into the deepest, darkest corners of their closets into the "Dump & Run" charity boxes. Piles upon piles of garbage bags filled and surrounded all of the dorms on campus. In people's frenzies to clean their rooms, they scattered their things all over the floor. When I was walking through this happy trashland recently, I saw a group of indie kids who looked like they belonged in some hipster coffee shop somewhere climbing through/playing in the trash. One of them had fairy wings and I thought she was kind of cute because of that. I shrugged this strange occurrence off but later in the night, I saw MORE indie kids rummaging through the dumpster. I knew this was no coincidence. I later learned that this was the season for Dumpster Diving. It's when people go through the trash of college students in hopes of finding goodies for themselves. I think Cornell was a particularly good place to do this since what most of the students would consider junk could possibly be treasure for lots of other people. I saw some fairly nice things in the donating boxes. I don't know what they included in their garbage bags along with their used tampons, used condoms, and rotten food but I hope the indie kids did find something worthwhile amongst such treasures. 

[At this point I stopped since Tim woke up. I'm now happily finishing it in Mississippi!]

Seeing all the waste that lurked beneath the surface of the school was interesting, though. It lead me to wonder where all of our society's waste as a whole goes. Since I've become more particularly sensitive to the rapid technological advances of the past two centuries this semester, I'm curious as to seeing what becomes of our old technology which seemingly gets outdated every two to three years. Where have all the floppy disks and the desktop computers of the early 90s gone to for instance? I will soon be visiting a very good friend of mine who has several old school gaming systems--Sega Genesis, Atari, Super Nintendo, original Nintendo, Game Boy, etc.--and perhaps dozens of their respective games shoved into his dressers and closets whilst his brand new shiny PS3, Nintendo Wii, and X-Box 360 stand proudly erect on his big screen television seemingly unaware that they themselves will be shoved into the closets and dressers themselves one day. I suspect that if gaming technology (not innovation, but technology) keeps advancing at the pace it currently is, his room will eventually overstuff itself and explode! While his particular situation is amusing, this is obviously not a workable framework for the rest of the world. I'd like to know where all of our old technology goes.

This actually reminds me of an excellent report I saw on 60 Minutes while eating dinner earlier this semester. It actually deals with what I just asked and gives stark and depressing pictures of a toxic "electronic graveyard" in rural China. Despite the oversensationalism characteristic of modern journalism, I think this piece is easily a step above what is usually shown on television and is well worth the time and effort of watching. I'd recommend it to anyone who cares to look: 

http://www.ecofactory.com/community/blogs/ecofactory/60-minutes-episode-computer-parts-recycling-china

I think the video speaks for itself. It would be nice if waste could easily just disappear but that does not seem to be the case. It is interesting to note that as long as there is "progress" there will be an equal proportion of waste that has to be dumped onto someone. As more and more people in developing countries gain access to the "good life," I wonder how the rest of the world will bear handling the weight of the seemingly inevitable globalized elite. Hmmm.....well I'm starting to expand beyond my scope of knowledge. For now, at least, I will try to make a conscious effort to be both more frugal and efficient. I will somehow get rid of the crap that fills my 18 boxes in storage (unless my wish comes true and my fire comes!) try to buy less frivolous things. And hence an ecologically conscious Will was born.
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Writer's Block: Gamer's Choice [Apr. 13th, 2009|01:52 pm]
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What is your favorite old-school video game?

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WHERE IS DONKEY KONG COUNTRY 2, PEOPLE? Granted....it's not my favorite (that would be Sonic and Knuckles) but seriously WTF?

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Writer's Block: Controversial Interrogation Techniques [Apr. 5th, 2009|10:59 pm]
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Do you think controversial interrogation techniques should be used to get key intelligence from alleged terrorists? When, if at all, could it go too far?

Sponsored by "Inside Guantanamo" on National Geographic Channel. Premieres Tonight at 9P et/pt.

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KING RAMSEESSSSSSSSS
The man in gauze, the man in gauze!
KING RAMSEESSSSSSSSS
The man in gauze, the man in gauze!
HE'S NO SANTA CLAAAAAUUSSS
The man in gauze, the man in gauze!
KING RAMSEESSSSSSSSS
The man in gauze, the man in gauze!
KING RAMSEESSSSSSSSS
The man in gauze, the man in gauze!
HE'S NO SANTA CLAAAAAUUUSSS
The man in gauze, the man in gauze!

x7 billion

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Writer's Block: Comped [Mar. 7th, 2009|10:40 am]
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[mood |blahblah]
[music |Tilly and the Wall - Bad Education]

What's the best compliment you've ever received?

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"I'm not going to press charges."
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Testing: Never uploaded pic before... [Mar. 4th, 2009|06:42 pm]
[mood |curiouscurious]
[music |Gilbert and Sullivan - The Pirates of Penzance]



WHICH AM I?

Answer and I'll tell you which one you are. :D

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Don't Fear the Reaper [Feb. 24th, 2009|12:00 am]
[mood |dirtydirty]
[music |The Advantage - Double Dragon III (Egypt)]

I’ve been thinking a lot about my own death lately. However, this doesn’t mean that I’m feeling suicidal or anything. Quite the contrary, actually! I’ve been thinking about my future and my life in its totality. I’m too lazy to find the book (Herodotus’ “Histories”) but I remember this one scene in which a great, wealthy, and powerful king calls a renowned sage to his kingdom so he (the sage) can tell the king if he is or is not the happiest man the wise old sage has ever seen in his long life. After touring the kingdom, the sage says that he is indeed impressed by the riches, horses, and women the king has been able to gather for himself but he is sadly not the happiest man he has ever seen. The wise sage remarks that it is impossible to tell if someone truly lived a happy life until they have died. Only when one has died does a life become measurable, concrete, and quantifiable. The sage remarks that the king could lose all of his wealth and riches (as he indeed does) in an instant. He could die poor, lonely, and miserable and wind up being one of the unhappiest men in the world despite his present glittering lifestyle.

I’ve been thinking along similar lines lately. A new hobby of mine is looking at the Wikipedia pages of several famous people and comparing/contrasting their birthplaces and death places. Sometimes the birth and death places have next to nothing to do with each other and it’s wonderful to think of all the wonderful adventures that must have taken place between Points A and B! Let’s see if we can find some good examples. I will rank each birth/death combo on a scale of 1-10 of interestingness/awesomeness.  

The death list! )

But I think you are beginning to get my point. A life looked at in totality is both interesting and can even be kind of ominous. Let’s pretend that as I slept at night, a portal from hell opened and a demon came to me and woke me. This demon offered to let me know the place of my death in exchange for 1/100th of my lifespan. I would not be able to avoid the place due to almost Oedipal twists of fate. Any attempt I made to prolong and/or save my life would only lead to more suffering. He would expect me to accept my death with grace and honor. Let’s say I took him up on that. I wonder what my death markers would say about my future.

My death list! )

What a fun experiment this has been!
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Food for thought [Feb. 20th, 2009|11:26 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]


So, while waiting for some movies to download, I read a Harold Bloom interview. For those who don't know, Bloom is a Yale scholar and pretty much the world's best and most renowned literary critic. He's an insane genius and perhaps the world's most well-read human being.  What he says must be taken into deep contemplation. There's this one portion of the interview that hit me like a sack of bricks and I feel obliged to share with anyone who cares enough to read. The epic part is bolded.


"IL: You have discused at length the intimate relationship Americans seem to have with God.

HB: The United States calls itself Christian, but it isn't really, it has nothing to do with European, Middle Eastern historical, theological Christianity. It is an indigenous American religion which started 200 years ago: it is fermenting, it is enthusiastic, it is mystical. Two days ago in the New York Times, someone wrote about a woman who was the governor of Texas and whom everyone called Ma Ferguson, and she said that nowhere in Texas is there any language other than English to be taught. And she said: "If English is good enough for Jesus Christ, then it's good enough for us." This Jesus is an American Jesus. The Holy Spirit of the Pentecostals, which is a burgeoning religion here, is an American Holy Spirit.

IL: Do you have any relationship with God, be it intimate or not?

HB: A Christian has to believe that something is so, that Jesus of Nazareth was the son of God, a Muslim is asked to submit to the law of Yahwah – and the submission is the actual translation of the Arabic "Islam" – a Jew is not asked to believe that something is so and neither is he asked to submit to anything. He is asked to trust in the covenants between Yahwah and his people. Since it does not seem to me that Yahwah, historically speaking, has trusted in the covenant or observed the terms of the covenant – otherwise how could there have been Auschwitz? How could there be schizophrenia? How could there be cancer? – I do not accept. Oh, dear child, it is very complicated, I am in a difficult situation – I do not trust in the covenants, and I believe that Yahwah is in exile, that he has deserted us. On the other hand, the Kabbalah seems to me the truth."

HHHHMMMMMMM!

Oh well, on to movieland.

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pwnage [Feb. 15th, 2009|02:18 am]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |Zero 7 - Waiting to Die]

So I have three-day weekends now and I feel fantastic. That course on mystery cults wound up being horrible and boring. I dreaded going to the class every MWF since I would struggle to stay awake. We had our first paper to turn in on Friday and when I sat down to write the damn thing, I realized that I had learned nothing since the lectures were so drab and I simple ignored the readings. I finally decided to drop it. It was the only class I had on Monday (my schedule is very TTh heavy and my Sanskrit course only meets WF due to a grad student who drives from Syracuse just to take the class) so now I have no class on Monday. I shall now treat all of my Saturdays as off days and read things I want to read, watch things I want to watch, and drink whatever I want to drink and no one can do a damn thing about it.

Contrary to popular belief, every single one of my credits from Beloit transferred to this school since Beloit’s such an academic powerhouse. I came here with more than half of the credits necessary to graduate. The only reason they gave me an extra year (or semester, as I’ve recently learned) is simply because I didn’t have a major + I have to cover Cornell’s 2,346,724 science requirements. I learned this when I went to look at my online credit report. I only need 8 more credits (2 classes) to graduate. Also, it seems I will manage to switch majors to Comparative Literature. This Sanskrit nonsense will count towards half of the courses for that major. I only need 5 other Comp. Lit. courses to cover the major and I’ve already taken 2 of those. Hence, I will only need 3 more classes for that shit next year.

Summary? The hardest part of college is over and done with for me. I’ve put in my time. Now I can take leisure time. Also, I’ll be doing more specialized, individualized, graduate school-level work translation and research projects for the most part. The classes I’ve had that function like that meet only once or twice a week but require tons of outside preparation and work that is actually kind of fun. Funny how education grows more fun as it grows more complex.

It’s daunting to imagine that this should be the second semester of my senior year of college. It’s ridiculous to think of how much I’ve been working and how long I’ve been swamped with classes. This proxy senioritis helps me feel less guilty about my laid back attitude towards things. I have many sophomore and junior friends (mostly majors in the sciences) that flaunt their stress-filled lives and workloads like they are badges of honor. I laugh at them and their Protestant work ethics! Dumbasses.

Though, I don’t intend to spend all of my time sitting around and fapping. I’ve started to read Haruki Murakami’s “Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World” and I hope to start thumbing through the introductory lectures on psychoanalysis in the near future. I also hope to brush on my Japanese so I can hopefully turn my dreams of JET into a reality.  I’m also taking up some more material hobbies. The two most interesting people I know at this place have recently started hooking up and now the girl comes over to visit this dude a lot. She has agreed to bring some of her clothes over so I can dabble in crossdressing. I’m just kidding. Or am I? (I’ve been dying to cosplay as Anthy Himemiya cause I think it’d be kawaii.) Blame these new passions on moot of 4chan.

And that, as they say, is that. =]

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Barack Obama is a genius. [Jan. 12th, 2009|02:23 pm]
[mood |bouncybouncy]

In an attempt to learn (in a much more sophisticated manner) what I should have learned in high school (I slept through everything), I'm reading David Herbert Donald's deservedly popular biography "Lincoln." I'm about 300 pages into it right now and it's riveting. I'm at the point where he was recently been elected to office and he is the President-elect an it is hilarious. I am now convinced that Barack Obama has engaged in the second most impressive social engineering project ever embarked upon in the "modern" world.*

(NOTE: Links do not actually have to be read)

He has made no secret of his admiration of Lincoln. See: http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,1077287,00.html

Also, muuuuuch ink has been spilled about the parallels between the two. Examples:

http://www.nybooks.com/articles/21290

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/manisha-sinha/is-obama-lincoln-to-hilla_b_98955.html

http://voices.washingtonpost.com/the-trail/2007/12/18/ken_burns_compares_obama_to_li.html

And muuuuuuch more. Now Obama is playing into the game by being sworn into office with Lincoln's Bible and riding a train to mimic Abe's own inauguration.

I won't add much more to all these words but I am highly amused. The South was highly disturbed by the election of a Republican president before he even got into office. While I doubt a physical war will break out, many contemporary Southerners are disturbed and creeped out as fuck. It is a grim day for the culture wars! Mary Lincoln is described as being an insufferable, overemotional bitch in much the same way Miss Angry-Black-Woman is expected to grace the White House. I swear Obama only wrote an emotional farewell letter to Chicago since Lincoln did the same for Springfield.  Hahahaha this is all too great.

Though, it's a sombre day when the best person the "modern" world has to offer aspires to be merely derivative of a former "great man" instead of new, creative, paradigmatic in his own right but perhaps I shouldn't get into that one. I'm having too much fun! XD


*Hitler was the most successful, obviously
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LOL "social anxiety" [Jan. 7th, 2009|12:29 am]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Yo La Tengo - My Little Corner of the World]

To anyone with a sufficient amount of time and a genuine interest in psychiatry and medicine, I recommend the following interesting article I found in the New York Review of Books:

http://www.nybooks.com/articles/22237

It’s a fascinating piece that has served as my introduction to the great problem of the link between the business interests of pharmaceutical companies and the medicines doctors prescribe to their patients.

I’m too ignorant of the field to claim that I understood it all fully but it did raise a lot of fascinating questions. The titles of some of the books citied basically sum up the article:

Our Daily Meds: How the Pharmaceutical Companies Transformed Themselves into Slick Marketing Machines and Hooked the Nation on Prescription Drugs
by Melody Petersen
Sarah Crichton/Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 432 pp., $26.00

Shyness: How Normal Behavior Became a Sickness
by Christopher Lane
Yale University Press, 263 pp., $27.50; $18.00 (paper)

The rest )

Supposedly, America is the most overmedicated company in the world. It makes sense. Maybe that is why I’m so bored all of the time? As I jokingly told a friend of mine while at Beloit, I intended to sneak around to everyone’s rooms at night and steal all of their anti-depressants/medications. When the dawn came, I would walk around campus with a video camera and record the students running around punching/strangling one another, flaming couches flying from windows and chaos finally come to the Earth. Maybe it would be a good advertising commercial. As some random person cynically noted, and I paraphrase: “before you can market the drug, you first have to market the disease.”

Ouch.

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